So due to a few nameless people and a shopping spree were I got mad that the ice cream shop turned invisible and stomped my way into borders instead and got the new Panic! at the Disco album...I've reawakened my huge PATD fangirlness. And then some. But I tend to fangirl a bit differently for Panic!

1) Their merch is like...expensive as hell. somebody get me a Panic! hoodie for x-mas or something.

2) Though i did for the first two days, I won't let myself just put Pretty Odd in and listen to it non-stop in the car.

3) I tend to not sing along as much to Pretty Odd. Mostly because all brain function ceases when Ryan Ross sings. It's not that 'HOMG he's the most amazing singer ever!!!one1!!' because I still think Brendon is better...but when Ryan sings it's way to easy to close your eyes and pretend that he's singing to YOU and only YOU. I can do this with Brendon...but only with certain songs and only if the music is loud/close enough to my ear (so...earphones on and we're in business).

4) I repress urges to go on Wiki and read everything I can about the band. I feel way to stalkerish and I prefer going 'Wait, he's how old?' cause it makes me feel like less of a loser than the person who knows. Seriously...how old are these guys now? And was it for his 18 birthday that Brendon got his piano tattoo? I would look it up...but I'm trying to be a LITTLE less stalkerish and weird these days.

5) So um....Panic! fanfiction? It's like wading through a sea of crap. Crap that involves enough Mary Sues to suffocate a room full of babies. Ew. And more EWWWWW. I already hate their REAL girlfriends just because I think they have awful taste (i'm not big into blonds )

6) If it's not Mary Sue, it's Brendon/Ryan slash. Which I'm not complaining about, I just wish these girls had some talent -.-

7) I refuse to write Brendon/Ryan slash fiction. Really. I do. Somebody please stop me if I ever start plotting out anything. I DON'T WANT TO BE THAT KIND OF FAN. (and yes, it's different when their cartoon characters)

Ok, I think I'm done with the rant. Wait, one more thing: Some guys just need to be deemed gay weather they like it or not, just because they look so good with other guys.

Ok, now I'm done. You may continue with whatever the hell you were doing before you stumbled upon this load of crap